Spring
and Summer, Fall and Winter and Spring
After
each other drifting, past my window drifting!
And
I lay so many years watching them drift and counting
The
years till a terror came in my heart at times,
With
the feeling that I had become eternal; at last
My
hundredth year was reached! And still I lay
Hearing
the tick of the clock, and the low of cattle
And
the scream of a jay flying through falling leaves!
Day
after day alone in a room of the house
Of
a daughter-in-law stricken with age and gray.
And
by night, or looking out of the window by day
My
thought ran back, it seemed, through infinite time
To
North Carolina and all my girlhood days,
And
John, my John, away to the war with the British,
And
all the children, the deaths, and all the sorrows.
And
that stretch of years like a prairie in Illinois
Through
which great figures passed like hurrying horsemen,
Washington,
Jefferson, Jackson, Webster, Clay.
O
beautiful young republic for whom my John and I
Gave
all of our strength and love!
And
O my John!
Why,
when I lay so helpless in bed for years,
Praying
for you to come, was your coming delayed?
Seeing
that with a cry of rapture, like that I uttered
When
you found me in old Virginia after the war,
I
cried when I beheld you there by the bed,
As
the sun stood low in the west growing smaller and
fainter
In
the light of your face!